-killerpanda:

kissingrazors:

i wish i could disappear. i don’t want to die, i just want to go away for a month or so. to a place where i can see the people i care about and where i can watch over them. i want to see how they get along without me, because i’m sure they’d be fine.

i just want to feel needed i guess. i want there to be someone who couldn’t get along without me, the same way i couldn’t get along without them. but i’m sure they’d all be even better than when i was here.

i wish i could be important in someone’s life. i’m no one’s ‘savior,’ no one’s ‘guardian angel,’ i’m not significant to anyone. like, sure there would be people who would miss me if something were to happen to me, but they’d all get over it. life would go on and i’d be forgotten about eventually. i’ve faced it, i’m not important.